#hyperfixation don't go away
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#psychopomp#psychopomp game#venus psychopomp#psychopomp fanart#hyperfixation don't go away#horror games#queen never cry
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learning how to draw this little freak
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#cult of the lamb#cotl#the lamb#narilamb#<- implied#I'm absolutely obsessed with this game. it's been almost a month now and I don't think it's going away anytime soon#I haven't had a proper hyperfixation since the summer and it feels SO GOOD to have a new one#anyway I'm gonna try to draw the bishops next. excited
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This is the closest to me ever finishing a drawing _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_ Curse you ADHD
Also an extra Julian in Hamilton-esque(???) outfit because I can-
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Oh no.
Sleeper agent activated.
You know, one of my first intense fandoms was for the 2004 movie King Arthur twenty years ago. I've written tons of stories for it with a friend from school, and I discovered the German fanfic website through it. 14yo me had such a crush on Mads Mikkelsen in that movie.
Every few years I accidentally watch the movie again and the old love for it gets revived.
I still very much have that crush for that kind of character.
And I feel an itch for writing for it again. Just that, like, that's a 20yo not super mainstream movie. It's basically dead I guess.
Hush, sleeper agent. I don't have any use for you! I got other stories I need to write. Hush, go away.
#King Arthur#king arthur 2004#No no no no no no no go away I don't have time for some twenty year old hyperfixation#I will watch the movie though now. As a treat.#Look at one of my very first blorbos#As a treat.
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✨💗 Living in the Present with you! 💗✨
Don't want to bore anyone with a reflection but whatever the results may be - thank you to everyone for making it a good time. Love all 3 Idol groups and will never stop! 💗💗💗
#pearl houzuki#marina ida#off the hook#grand fest splatoon#limacephs#splatoon 3#glitter#hearts#pink#teal#lesbian#wlw wins#bro i can't believe it's over 😭😭#i love you hyperfixation please don't go away
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do you know sam and max?? did you ever draw them???
i drew pearlina sam & max a while ago but i really need to remake it. haven't watched the cartoon yet either but i have some of the games
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okay... i still remember how to draw the detective. and morgan :^)
#muscle memory is real#i haven't made a single picture with them since last year#i skimmed through my art folder and actually i haven't drawn anything but infms related art this year 💀 with a dash of dragnage in there#hyperfixation is real too#detective giving someone a Look#one second before he rolls his eyes and looks away#going to sleep now. i don't know if i will leave this on the blog lol#just wanted to check how and if my style has changed#goodnight everyone!..
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Heads Up Seven Up
Tagged by @faytelumos um.*looks at smudged notes* a while ago. Find his post over here. Gently tagging uhhh @space-writes, @macabremoons and @scribbling-stardust, pulling from Beast book 2, Witch's Book:
It’s later in the night – when they’ve brought out the cake and sang ‘Happy Birthday’, and Zephyr has blown out all six candles (one of them larger-sized) – that Madge wanders out of the kitchen where mama and baba are divvying up the cake to track down Zephyr and Kas, who’ve somehow vanished in that short amount of time. The backyard feels quieter than before: peaceful, now, as if all the world is fast asleep. Madge inhales, again, the same way she did earlier with the cake, breathing in the scent of spring – stretching her arms out to the side, her fingertips straining, her head tipping back to look up at the sky. The longer she looks, the more stars seem to appear, spreading out and multiplying, thousands of tiny glittering diamonds spilling across the black. The breath she takes in morphs into a yawn. Murmuring, from up on the roof. She spins towards the ladder leaning against the side of the house, and ah – they must be up there, then.
taglist (lmk if you want to be +/-): @deer-in-headlights-stare, @allianaavelinjackson, @arctic-oceans, @space-writes, @reneesbooks
#writeblr#writeblr community#my posts#tag game#ser writes stuff#beast#wip: beast#char: rhyme#char: zephyr#char: kas#anyway guess who's alive???#wow I vanished off the surface of tumblr for so long when I checked my notifs about a month of missed tag games had alr disappeared ahahaha#okay yeah I have no excuse I was just off hyperfixating on genshin and also running away from my responsibilities#but I have been writing!!!... a little but at least it's consistent#anyway I've genuinely forgotten how my tagging system works and I don't even know who's active anymore#but I'm gonna try my best to go through the backlog of tag games and asks before they disappear#so hopefully I'll be back to active in the next few weeks or so#anyway that's all i think??? surprisingly little to address but oh well#peace out ig
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I did not expect myself to write a fanfic in 2024 and to research about the characteristics of orchids, but here I am.
#the amount of research i have done for a fanfic#i write original fiction but i don't believe i have cared so much about any of my characters 😂#my google search has all sorts of weird questions#“how would you describe an orchid plant?”#is hyperfixation ever going away?#love between fairy and devil#lbfad#mine
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so the eikichi-centric kuwabara fic is going well
#it turned into kuwameshi. it was supposed to be a small bg part but um. yeah. woe.. feelings realization + gay awakening be upon ye#it's mostly just an excuse to write my love for rascal into my silly guy kuwabara. plus i get to put characters in (cat) situations which#rules imo. and now there's also poor poor kuwababy gay panic stuff happening. i can't help it man likes dudes. unavoidable#anyway i wrote like. 6k words today. my hand hurts but also im not done bc i've been chipping away at this for a month and i can't stop now#that i've actually got momentum on it. my brain is going at 16 km/hr and i'm living it up babyyyy. hour um 10 or so probably#hey i'm not one to look a gift hyperfixation in the mouth okay#yyh#kuwameshi#nyarla dni#just wrote that line and started losing my shit bc again i'm on like hour 10 of writing today. maybe more? shit i don't remember whatever#thought it might resonate with y'all or something hallelujah
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No one is going to like this but the solution to people misusing mental health terminology like hyperfixation & special interest is to bring back the concept & framing of Nerd Culture. Also the term "squee".
#look we really threw out the baby with the bathwater in the process of distancing ourselves from 2010s nerd culture#and now there's a terminology vacuum#which is why people are like ''im hyperfixating'' when they're actually. ahem. ''fangirling''#i know a lot of people have convinced themselves that the level of investment in fiction that people#with tumblr accts have is actually 'normal' and therefore you don't need to call it anything. but that is simply not true.#fandom and 'nerdiness' is Considerably more mainstreamed than it used to be#but it is still not a thing that 'everyone does now'. and so people are going to want words#like to specify that they are an above average level of invested in something#so we might as well direct them away from the dsm even if the alternative is Cringe or w/e
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i know i've posted before about how against the idea of women (because marvel's full of cowards and doesn't want to have that conversation) telepaths being romantically/sexually attracted to scott summers i have been.
and while I know the actual intent behind this pattern on marvel's end and still disagree with that for obvious reasons, ...
In a vacuum? It makes sense.
Most xmen characters express what they're about on the surface, and there aren't too many layers hidden underneath. I can imagine telepaths in the world of marvel getting quickly bored by the people in that world not having anything more to offer than what's out front. Then you have a character like scott, who is designed to be deeply introspective anti-surface-read. A character the audience only gets the full picture of (/learns to appreciate) if the medium allows that glimpse into what's going on below the carefully controlled outer shell. That must be fascinating for a telepath (especially in marvel where you don't have many characters strictly adhering to this design). Not only that, it would take a telepath, or someone who is privy to what's going on below the surface (like, a non-telepath who is trusted enough for scott to open up to) to appreciate the full breadth of this character. So of COURSE the ones who react positively to the idea of scott summers would be those who know there's a lot of unseen shit going on there. It makes sense.
#scott summers#ramblings#don't mind me#unfortunately we're not in a vacuum#and marvel uses the pattern in other ways#aka: lazily#and also insidiously#lazily because: gotta repeat what's worked before#combined with a dismissive attitude towards attraction and masculinity and fjskalfda;#i could go on forever but i'm too tired to delve into that right now#xmen#superhero stuff#character stuff#character talk#hyperfixations never die#they just hibernate for a while#i'm not fully back on my bullshit#but it never went away
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do you ever feel casually suicidal? like you're not depressed or anything you're doing fine but also it feels like a convenient option
#if you can't make connections with people or be seen by anyone then like. at least you can feel like you're helping a better cause#to like charities and gfms and anyone else#but you have to tone that down bc you're slowly losing money bc you still can't get a job#and bc you don't have a job it means you're just stuck in the house all day. which gives Way Too Much opportunity to Think about everything#and also so like. i still share a room with my sister but it was fine bc she'd stay at her bf's a few nights a week#but he's got a job that's a bit further away and basically she can't go round his as much. so now it's maybe like once a week#the room is getting messier so it gives me less energy to do anything#you can get really into an unhealthy weight loss obsession bc at least it feels like you're getting towards something#but idek is set weight theory real? bc once i get down to a certain point it suddenly resets#like honestly counting calories and donating money to every gfm i saw and writing a film script was what kept me going#but first one isn't working and second i need some sort of income and third is finished and i have no way of actually creating it#and then there's the whole lack of stable hyperfixation and ability to find new music i enjoy#and realistically what would fix me is having a good job that i enjoy and somewhere to live on my own#but until i get a job that's currently impossible. and even then it probably won't feel like enough#my entire life is lived on my phone i need more physical objects but i don't have enough space#bc i share a room with my sister. it's like all my problems are connected#and i have enough optimism that i still think it'll get better in the next few weeks. maybe i'll be able to get a job and that'll#get everything going again#but at the same time i could easily just die#I've graduated from uni. I've seen the who live 3 times. I've crashed my car twice. I've watched 30 years of corrie. I've met various dogs#what else is there to do with my life honestly#(<- joking)#but yeah like. in summer 2021 i almost got suicidal (it was just letting the occasional thought linger in my mind etc)#but that was bc i was so depressed#but now it feels like i could just kill myself. but more just out of convenience#idek. i'm not gonna kill myself. bc i have a job interview on tuesday. and just in general i won't#but there is this casual feeling of like. well i might as well. i can't describe it#ramble#suicide tw#weight loss mention
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Oh shit guys, I think I found another childhood franchise to hyperfixate on.
#don't know where this will go#will it be as intense as my ninjago hyperfixation?#but i discovered the big hero 6 series#and I'm fucking loving it#the movie permanently changed my brain chemistry when it came out#like to this day i still say “hello” like baymax because of it#the fandom isn't that strong so it might just fade away after i finish it#but i am enjoying the ride and may post about it#big hero 6#big hero 6 the series#bh6
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Let's play "Is the seasonal depression coming back strong or am I just days/hours away from getting my period and my serotonin levels are, therefore, below the Earth's surface?"
#literally nothing excites me anymore rn#i turn on my switch to play and I'm exhausted barely two minutes in#i can't watch a series cause I'm not in the appropriate mood/headspace#i don't even bother opening the fic doc these days cause i know I'm gonna give up after like. 10 words#haven't gotten any more comments asking for updates on L&L thank God#but i did get a very guilt-trippy anon like. a few weeks ago or so? when someone asked if I still did yakuza hcs#i didn't see it until now#said smt like 'now imagine all the people who sent you requests crying and going HOW COULD YOU DELETE THEM? :)'#which like... fuck you then#i wish my hyperfixations could stay still for ten fucking minutes but guess what. that shit ain't up to me#and those kinds of asks are really NOT an incentive to come back to writing yakuza stuff if I ever jump back to it#like. girl I deleted all my hc posts before. you don't want that to happen again#but in any case that ask is the reason I've taken anon privileges away#I'm already hanging on by a thread and have barely functioned as a normal person this past week—#one more guilt trip and/or someone asking for fic updates and I'm gonna go ham on somebody
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Okay can stupid Enhypen take their chanel boots off my neck for ONE minute. I don't even like "Brought the heat back" as a song but that MV was fantastic and miraculously made the music better somehow. I haven't been impressed by the art direction and editing in a music video since Seventeen's HOT, which I still maintain is THEE best edited kpop music video to date.
#enhypen#i don't want a new hyperfixation#make it go away#i'm scared#but watch that mv#get past the weirdness#to appreciate how much editing and creativity went into that#they set up so many scenes#truly impressive actually
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